Fia Quotes

#1. I am the ocean. I am the yacht in the middle of the ocean. I am nothing. I am flames. #Quote by Kiersten White

#2. This was my choice, Fia. I made the right choice so you didn't have to make a wrong one. #Quote by Kiersten White

#3. And I think that this, here, with James, will always be wrong but it will always be the right sort of wrong, because if we don't do this, no one will. We are a matched set of perfect liars, perfectly destroyed people, perfect for destruction. #Quote by Kiersten White

#4. Thanks for looking at me like ... like I could be whole. #Quote by Kiersten White

#5. I don't even remember what happy felt like. I think it probably felt like that night I got really drunk with James. Soft and fuzzy, everything spinning and out of focus. #Quote by Kiersten White

#6. I won't be at the bonfire," Dair repeated stubbornly....
But Dair would not go. He didn't dare. Fia in firelight would drive even the sanest man to sin. #Quote by Lecia Cornwall

#7. It's about Fia. Everything always is, even when she is nowhere near, even when she left all of us. We still orbit the brilliant, chaotic burning of her star. #Quote by Kiersten White

#8. Clinical, brilliantly medical-minded Adam believes in fate. A fate with Fia. #Quote by Kiersten White

#9. Her voice is as casual as a knife in the gut. #Quote by Kiersten White

#10. I am very young and very helpless and only one of those is true. #Quote by Kiersten White

#11. If we are defined by what we have lost, James and I will never really be found. #Quote by Kiersten White

#12. Ah, but that's the glory of not being Eden. She can feel bad all she wants and we never have to feel it!"
"You, beautiful girl, are mean."
I smile and pull my sunglasses down. "You love me. #Quote by Kiersten White

#13. My phone vibrates in my pocket and I pull it out. James. "What," I answer, annoyed. I don't want his voice on the phone, I want it in my ear.
"Has anyone ever told you how sexy you are when you dance?" A hand comes around my waist and I grab the wrist, twist it, then turn to find myself right up against James, and everything is right again. I lean against him, tip my face toward him.
"Oh, hi," I say.
"Oh, ouch," he says. #Quote by Kiersten White

#14. I'm your big sister. I don't have to see anything to know James is always something bad."
Fia snorts. "You wouldn't think so if you could look at him. #Quote by Kiersten White

#15. I think happy thoughts and feel happy things and I do not let myself near the swirling black edges of the hole that is my soul when I look at them. #Quote by Kiersten White

#16. His eyes search mine, more serious than his tone would indicate, and I know he's looking to see whether or not I'm falling apart. He doesn't need to. #Quote by Kiersten White

#17. I'm very familiar with how Fia fights." I smirk. "I'm so glad one of us kicked your butt. #Quote by Kiersten White

#18. Cohen starts smiling and nods his head. "This is good, Daddy. I knew my angels would give me sisters. I asked them." Melissa stops laughing and grabs my hand. "What do you mean, baby?" she asks on a whisper. "I asked Nana, Mommy Fia, and Auntie Grace to give me a sister. I said I wanted a sister more than anything in the world so I can look out for her like Daddy looks out for you. #Quote by Harper Sloan

#19. I'm nobody's girl. #Quote by Kiersten White

#20. Am I giving you a headache? I think.
You are a headache. #Quote by Kiersten White

#21. Then she leans over, brushes her lips against his forehead, and turns off the lamp. #Quote by Kiersten White

#22. Because I need it," I screamed. "I tried. I tried to stop once I got my license and be normal. But.. I needed it. My body craved it the more I denied that part of me. I need to be spanked. To be dominated. Because it's in those moments when I truly feel like myself. #Quote by Fia Black

#23. They know I have no choice, but if I did, they'd all be dead. #Quote by Kiersten White

#24. Crazy must run in your family," he says.
"You do know Fia!" I blurt, then bite my lip. #Quote by Kiersten White

#25. But James is my north now. The flames are my north now. Our dark secrets are my north now. #Quote by Kiersten White

#26. I have to trust that, or I'll lose my mind. Well, lose it more. #Quote by Kiersten White

#27. I'm nobody. I'm collateral damage with a lot of training. #Quote by Kiersten White

#28. I am so filled with wrong I don't remember what right is. #Quote by Kiersten White

#29. She looked . . . whole. With him. #Quote by Kiersten White

#30. And yeah, I had to go to therapy to get over my childhood issues and work through my shit but you know what I found when I was done? I still liked having my ass smacked, my hair pulled and being told to get on my knees like a good little girl because that's my fucking right as a woman. And screw anyone that has a problem with it."
-Beth Anderson, The Missing Orchid #Quote by Fia Black

#31. If I cannot trust myself to love the right person, what can I trust? #Quote by Kiersten White

#32. We are both of us made of the things we have lost. #Quote by Kiersten White

#33. Want and need. Such a fine difference. #Quote by Kiersten White

#34. It's okay, Fia," said Nathan from the end of the hallway. He carried a large bundle of white comforter in his skinny arms and dumped it on the couch. "Aaron sucks at compliments."

"I am quite adept with compliments," he said dryly. "But I do not praise bad behavior. #Quote by Deidre Huesmann

#35. - "Control what an interesting word for you to be dwelling on"
- "I have other words" I scream the F-Word in my head, over and over again. #Quote by Kiersten White

#36. I lie constantly. All the time. I'm nothing but one big mass of lies. #Quote by Kiersten White

#37. I chose him. If I chose him, he had to be the right choice. I wouldn't love him if it weren't right. #Quote by Kiersten White

#38. Whatever else he is, James is my one safe place in the world. #Quote by Kiersten White

#39. Cole gets up and then says, "Adam. Five texts. I can read them to you." He pauses. "Unless they're personal." I roll my eyes.
"Not that it's any of your business, but I'm pretty sure he's desperately in love with my sister." Cole snorts.
"He's crazy."
"He'd have to be, right? #Quote by Kiersten White

#40. I am a girl in want of complete destruction. #Quote by Kiersten White

#41. I'll take care of her."
"She's not yours to take care of. #Quote by Kiersten White

#42. We have another friend in common. Sweetest girl. She's like a sane version of you. Goes by Annie. #Quote by Kiersten White

#43. I'll be fine. I'm always fine. #Quote by Kiersten White

#44. I can't figure out whether the idea of seeing James or never seeing him again hurts more. I don't want to talk to him until I can decide. We walked the path together, but he almost took me so far down it I would have fallen off the edge. Not even he could have caught me then. #Quote by Kiersten White

#45. I don't want to think about things like normal and safe, things I can't have. #Quote by Kiersten White

#46. Probably you should stay out of my head. It's not a friendly place. #Quote by Kiersten White

#47. My bed is massive (I drown in it, and it doesn't matter how big the bed is, my nightmares more than fill it) #Quote by Kiersten White

#48. She rubs her arm where I grabbed her. "What do you do to the people you don't like?"
I flash my teeth like knives in the dark. "Do you really want to know?"
She kicks my shin in a halfhearted pout. "You think different around him, you know."
"Oh?" A cab pulls to the side and I open the door. "Clearer. Happier. But scarier. #Quote by Kiersten White

#49. I like her. The pixie is going to be my friend. I know it like I know I'm not going to see Mr. Keane today. I will be her friend, while plotting to either betray her if she's untrustworthy for the company, or be betrayed by her if I slip up and she sees thoughts she shouldn't. Best friends. #Quote by Kiersten White

#50. Planning is not my friend. Impulse is. #Quote by Kiersten White

#51. If you weren't scared,
you wouldn't be human,
you wouldn't be brave."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"If you were fearless,
you wouldn't
need to overcome it.
Bravery means being scared
and going forward
anyway," Fia says.
"That's courage. #Quote by Leza Lowitz

#52. Fia, James says, and I love the way he always answers the phone with my name: a statement, not a question. #Quote by Kiersten White

#53. You're crazy," he hisses. "Too true. #Quote by Kiersten White

#54. I'm his. It's such a relief to be someone's, to not have to be my own. #Quote by Kiersten White

#55. It's a lie, but it's the lie he needs. I'm going to hell. #Quote by Kiersten White

#56. Oh, Adam. When will you stop messing everything up? And why do I keep letting you? #Quote by Kiersten White